Just TonightFor the night, my character was alive and whole. I was feeling unbearably lonely and I needed someone to hug me. So when he shimmered into existence, I felt myself tear up. His eyes were kind, his smile warm. He held his arms out for me with a knowing look. I let out a little sob both out of relief and desperation, then I tossed my notebook onto the coffee table, carefully got up from my recliner, and walked to him, terrified that he would disappear if I were to move too suddenly. But he didn’t.Just Tonight by Makona-Duke
I walked up to where he sat on the sofa and I gave him a ‘are you sure’ sort of look. He raised a brow in slight exasperation and waved me closer. As slow as a snail, I climbed up onto his lap to straddle his legs. I felt small when he wrapped his strong arms around me, enveloping me in a warmth I hadn’t been expecting. He kissed the side of my head, kissed my cheek, and then held me closer in a hug that reassured me I wasn’t alone. He was right there with me and,
Thank YouI'm in my favorite jammies with my oh so huge shirt and comfy lounging pants,Thank You by Makona-Duke
my hair in a messy bun thing,
and my favorite mug full of steaming coffee in my hands.
I'm sitting on my couch that doesn't want to let me go,
watching a beautiful movie on my laptop,
and enjoying the setting sun streaming through my window.
There isn't a day that goes by that I want anything more than this,
This feeling of peace, this feeling of fullfillment.
I've got everything fate has decided I needed and I'm grateful;
I've my own place, my precious two kitties, and, most importantly..
I've still the mornings where I wake up every day.
I'm alive, I'm breathing, I have the free will to feel, say, and do as I please.
There's nothing in this world that can make me any happier than I am right now.
Big DreamI can't help but thinkBig Dream by Makona-Duke
That the man who says
He's but a small heart,
That he's the biggest I've ever seen.
His heart tears at the seams,
Pushes past the tissue and bone,
And is just too massive for his own chest.
Why he feels so down trodden
When he sees pain reflected on other faces,
Is because his heart is so big,
It carries so much hope,
Cares too deeply for people,
For strangers he doesn't know.
So modest is this man,
He sees too little of himself.
Too little I would say,
Too blind to see he's so burdened
With his too big heart.
If only every man
Had such a heart
Our world would be
Just a little nicer.
In Need of LifeCan't say much,In Need of Life by Makona-Duke
For I don't know much,
Cuz I haven't seen or done much.
No say have I
If no clue have I
Of the unseen world...
Too much to know,
Too much to see,
Too little time I have.
But I have.
The world I have
Is the family I know
For they have taught me much.
Maybe not very experienced am I
Or as knowledgeable am I,
But learning is a possibility for I.
I'm a sideways kinda person! :]|
Find me on Skype!! !! jen.duke4
I liiike, loooove, adooooore yaoi; writing it, reading it, but maybe not watching it - I feel embarrassed because, well...... The sex noises. omg the sex noises are so awkward and embarrassing. xD!!
I like to read and cook, and - - S.H.O.P.P.I.N.G. Good lord I love to shop. I've just recently been kicked out of my tomboy phase (though I still refuse to wear makeup) and I've been spending so much money on shoes and clothes and - soon - I'll be buying me some lolita dresses. *^*!! MWA HAHAHAHAHAH
I'm pretty open-minded and, hopefully, I'm easy to get along with. I'm lazy, I love to procrastinate, and a lot of time there's gotta be an incentive for me to do shit. (And I curse a lot, oops hehe X3)