Big DreamI can't help but thinkBig Dream by Makona-Duke
That the man who says
He's but a small heart,
That he's the biggest I've ever seen.
His heart tears at the seams,
Pushes past the tissue and bone,
And is just too massive for his own chest.
Why he feels so down trodden
When he sees pain reflected on other faces,
Is because his heart is so big,
It carries so much hope,
Cares too deeply for people,
For strangers he doesn't know.
So modest is this man,
He sees too little of himself.
Too little I would say,
Too blind to see he's so burdened
With his too big heart.
If only every man
Had such a heart
Our world would be
Just a little nicer.
In Need of LifeCan't say much,In Need of Life by Makona-Duke
For I don't know much,
Cuz I haven't seen or done much.
No say have I
If no clue have I
Of the unseen world...
Too much to know,
Too much to see,
Too little time I have.
But I have.
The world I have
Is the family I know
For they have taught me much.
Maybe not very experienced am I
Or as knowledgeable am I,
But learning is a possibility for I.
Grow UpWhat is life?Grow Up by Makona-Duke
Is it working at a crappy place,
With crappy pay,
Not enough hours,
Is it being stuck in one place,
With no way out,
Not a car to call your own,
Is it about being completely dependent,
With everyone around you,
Your mommy and daddy,
Your younger siblings...
What is life to you?
Is it crying to daddy when you don't get what you want,
Complaining about the 'inconvenience' of things,
Things that are completely normal to get done, or
Debating on things you don't even know in detail about?
What is life...
I thought it was about making it your own,
Busting your ass to get where you want to be.
I thought it was about getting out on your own,
Doing things you've always dreamed on doing?
Life isn't going to coddle you,
Not like your daddy.
When you're hurt,
Life isn't going to be nice and move to the side so you can waddle on by.
I don't personally know this from experience,
It hasn't happened just yet,
But I know you need to be tough to get by.
To live li
The ripped out pagesWe once were the best friends who know everything,The ripped out pages by Sugarpuffchaz
and anything about each other,
So what happened when you came forward and said,
' I'm in love with my step-brother.'
What the hell was I suppose to say?
With out breaking your heart in any way?
You left me on the spot, with no words to speak.
But does that really mean that I am weak?
You know it's impossible but you still went and said it,
to make me speechless and unable to take it,
was that selfish, was that unfair,
to make me feel so depressed and scared?
I used to think you were an open book,
where people would know you with one single look,
but now I know you're an open book,
with pages ripped out and words that you took.
What am I suppose to do now?
Sitting in this chair being called an ugly cow,
by the friend that I thought I knew,
everything and anything about.
The open booked girl with pages ripped out.
The Obscene Philosophy of Not Giving a Fuck .Steal a kiss, plant a seedThe Obscene Philosophy of Not Giving a Fuck . by sasunaru16
deep into asphalt.
My skin is soft, my heart a rock,
its beat even and bold.
It was once cracked and crushed to sand
falling from his hand.
But it found light and will and spite
in rock it learned to mend.
Black veils fell, true colors showed,
we're nothing but obscene.
I was a fool, there is no love
to feel at age of teen.
So steal a kiss, take something else,
I've lost it all before
he lied through teeth when he held me-
the woman he adored.
I love myself and only me,
won't share it with a boy.
I'm better off with friendly flings,
a lover - merely toy.
Will I Break?"Will I break?"Will I Break? by TheSighDesu
If I could put my experiences into words,
I would scream.
If I could tell you how I felt,
I would cry.
My life may not be the worst,
and I'm very grateful for what I have,
but to what extent can the human mind take of this torture?
I'm not acting out of my own free will.
I'm acting out of fear,
but now all my fears are coming true.
Everything that once held happiness,
and hope are slowly being taken away.
In this cell I wait;
I wait for them to let me free,
and beg them not to speak.
What awaits me isn't happiness;
just more Hell!
Will I ever be free from this curse;
or will I break?
Tell me what you think?
I'm a sideways kinda person! :]|
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I like to read and cook, and - - S.H.O.P.P.I.N.G. Good lord I love to shop. I've just recently been kicked out of my tomboy phase (though I still refuse to wear makeup) and I've been spending so much money on shoes and clothes and - soon - I'll be buying me some lolita dresses. *^*!! MWA HAHAHAHAHAH
I'm pretty open-minded and, hopefully, I'm easy to get along with. I'm lazy, I love to procrastinate, and a lot of time there's gotta be an incentive for me to do shit. (And I curse a lot, oops hehe X3)